The observations and experiences of Casmir Coulson. var _gaq = _gaq || []; _gaq.push([‘_setAccount’, ‘UA-24425410-1’]); _gaq.push([‘_trackPageview’]); (function() { var ga = document.createElement(‘script’); ga.type = ‘text/javascript’; ga.async = true; ga.src = (‘https:’ == document.location.protocol ? ‘https://ssl’ : ‘http://www’) + ‘.google-analytics.com/ga.js’; var s = document.getElementsByTagName(‘script’)[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s); })();Tumblr (3.0; @rivetingcrush)http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/This morning I woke from an incredibly vivid dream with a sense of anxiety and sadness. The details...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/49178928114http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/49178928114Mon, 29 Apr 2013 10:25:06 -0400anxietydepressionWell, it&#8217;s been a month since my last post and I do feel as if things have gotten worse for...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/48117835557http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/48117835557Tue, 16 Apr 2013 09:07:17 -0400anxietynauseadepressionWell, it&#8217;s official. Today is the first day in the post-team era. To be a little more clear,...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/44782783170http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/44782783170Thu, 07 Mar 2013 08:55:58 -0500anxietyfearafraidA day hasn&#8217;t gone by this week where I haven&#8217;t felt morose and filled with a sort of...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/43857653911http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/43857653911Sat, 23 Feb 2013 21:52:05 -0500anxietymorosesaddenedsaddnessIt&#8217;s been a long time in coming, but my co-worker/boss/mentor/friend is finally moving on from...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/43075950684http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/43075950684Thu, 14 Feb 2013 09:03:53 -0500anxietysaddenedsadnessI don&#8217;t know that words can adequately convey the feelings I have about my work environment...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/32801513239http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/32801513239Wed, 03 Oct 2012 08:56:39 -0400anxietyshitty managementsaddnessstressworkThe last eleven years of my life have been spent working at a place that has seen its fair share of...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/29696954034http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/29696954034Sat, 18 Aug 2012 14:48:09 -0400saddenedlighting in a bottleletting gomoving onA week ago Monday I attended my first session with a psychologist and overall, I feel that it went...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/29018007170http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/29018007170Wed, 08 Aug 2012 20:50:55 -0400anxietytherapisttherapyhelplesshelplessnessanxiouspsychologistThis week I scheduled my first appointment with a clinical psychologist. The appointment is on...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/28057110936http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/28057110936Thu, 26 Jul 2012 11:37:57 -0400anxietytherapypsychologistIt&#8217;s something I&#8217;ve been meaning to do for a very long time. The idea started out as a...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/26975232908http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/26975232908Wed, 11 Jul 2012 09:17:53 -0400writing a bookcreativityfollowing through<a href="http://gizmodo.com/5921358/stress+induced-depression-is-real">Something I think we all knew...</a>http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/25934044504http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/25934044504Tue, 26 Jun 2012 12:50:48 -0400depressionstressShit, I&#8217;m 36 years old today. Not that I necessarily feel it, or feel that I look like it....http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/25591096348http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/25591096348Thu, 21 Jun 2012 15:22:56 -0400birthdayHey Wrecker: Crusading Through Mud: heywrecker: This past Saturday I participated in my second 5k...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/21915386152http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/21915386152Fri, 27 Apr 2012 11:46:04 -0400I broke my glasses. On accident, of course. In a very careless fashion if I might add as...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20941768720http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20941768720Wed, 11 Apr 2012 22:16:17 -0400first world problemsfrustrated<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lymgIx6A1qmxfn7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>We have interviews today for a web development position on my team. The first one took place this morning with a gentleman hailing from New Jersey. He’s originally from the Philippines. On the plus side, he seemed technically qualified, according to his application and resume. On the down side, I could only understand about every third word that came out of his mouth which left me feeling like this by the time we concluded the interview.</p>http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20070751928http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20070751928Wed, 28 Mar 2012 14:42:15 -0400anxietyfrustrationmushmouthenglish as second languageargh!Count Birdula: Today's news: countbirdula: First, there ain’t a damn thing wrong with my grades...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20057810639http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/20057810639Wed, 28 Mar 2012 06:39:59 -0400Count Birdula: I need more online/Tumblr friends.: countbirdula: I just realized I’m more socially...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/19567834367http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/19567834367Mon, 19 Mar 2012 06:18:46 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m13h0f8x5Q1r847yqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/19526266284http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/19526266284Sun, 18 Mar 2012 15:05:33 -0400It&#8217;s been a while since my last entry and a lot of that has to do with the fact that since...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/17295498063http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/17295498063Wed, 08 Feb 2012 20:48:51 -0500anxietyI don&#8217;t even know how it happened or why it happened. Yesterday I felt great. I woke-up this...http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/14148274085http://rivetingcrush.tumblr.com/post/14148274085Mon, 12 Dec 2011 21:43:45 -0500anxietydepressionflat